Hello! I am Hua, creator of EveAmara. Thank you for your interest in learning about its inception.
I started this shop in memorial of my late daughter Amara. She is my second born but has gone to live with our heavenly father. At 22 weeks, my water broke. Long story short, (read the long version here) I had to deliver her and with no medical intervention, she passed away.
As a mother whose life just came to a complete stop, a part of me died with my child. There were so many questions left unanswered. Why? How? I immediately chose that I wouldn't want any more children because I thought it would be the wrong thing to do.
Living without her was like torture every day. I just wanted the pain to stop, I missed her kicks and pregnancy in general. That was when I decided I wasn't going to allow the devil get the best of me and as soon as we got the ok to try again, we did.
We were blessed with a pregnancy immediately and our journey to our rainbow began. There were countless ob/mfm visits, blood test that resulted baby with a possible chromosomal disorder, scans, medications, and even a trip to the emergency room where doctors thought I PPROM'd again. It was definitely not easy but every week counted.
In the end, I gave birth to my beautiful rainbow at full term. I can't tell you what will and won't happen for you but I hope my story gives you some comfort and optimism even when it feels like you are at your wit's end. You are not alone, I hear you.
The shop's goal is to normalize child loss grief and to promote incompetent cervix and PPROM. A portion of the proceeds from sales go toward various child loss support groups.